It’s 6:35am. I think my server will post this entry as being at 8:35am. Interesting…and vaguely annoying. Oh well, I’m over it.
My chin hurts. A lot. I need meditation help. I want to get away from it but then I hear everything around, and I feel everything…the placement of my pillow…I think that learning this stuff before surgery would have been a very very good idea. As it is, I think I only detach from my body when the only other alternative is going bonkers. Hm.
I took PILLS! I woke up in pain…say 7.5 and rising, and NEEDED to get drugs in asap. The liquid motrin: squirt. The Oxy: squirt. But the idea of crushing pills…then having to taste them…well, I opened my jaw and jammed the non-aspirin in. I kinda of got water down the wrong tube so that was another reminder to SLOW DOWN…and I haven’t had the um…will…to do the same with the aspirin, so it’s just hanging out on the table.
I never thought I’d appreciate liquid meds. Don’t tell anyone.
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